Time flys

So, right now I'm on Anthony's DSi blogging, which I've been meaning to do since my computer won't allow me to access Blogger. My Wii let's get on, but pointing and clicking for every letter is pretty challenging. Until I can fix my internet, I'll have to find some internet source that allows me on Blogger.

So the story goes on....Anthony Carillo (best friend from K-6th grade) had his 16th birthday party today and I wanted to go so I could escape from the crap at home and the problems whirling constantly in my mind. Turns out, my former elementary friends' minds are like paste. They are sitting in the kitchen trying to get high on cloves of nutmeg and they're doing it right next to Anthony's parents'room. Anthony even said he was going to get some weed fot the party but he smoked it all. It's hard to believe that he would that.
Anyways, I've been feeling mixed feelings from everyone in the group, except for two people. I mostly feel detached from everyone and that something was cut that held me onto the group. I don't feel like I belong with anyone now.
That last week felt like pure hell, I feel like I lost someone that I love deeply and I physically lost someone that I thought cared. I hope that somehow everything will straighten itself out soon.

I'll probably blog about the other stuff later...

"Time, he chokes the clock.
Thief of yesterday.
Stealing our every moment,
Hour by hour, day for day."